Entry #2: One Step to Fall but Always Get Up

As much as we thought that healing would be smooth, it won't be and I have come to acknowledge it. It took me too long to figure it out, that the path is filled with constant troubles and anxiety. You fought with all your might, but then the universe seems has its own way of telling you to shut down and lose sight again. A pattern you regress on, back and forth until your feet bleeds. 

When you walk down on the journey of uncertainty, your patience will be tested. Great dangers will be waiting for you ahead, opportunities will be too blurry for you to accept. Along the way you will meet people who wants to hear your stories, tell them. Though at some part we know, hurt people hurt people, but you must not yield to scar others to gain the energy that was taken away from you. 

And that is healing, never linear. Doubts will fill your brain, deceiving that you'll never even moving. It's normal to feel that way. Waves are form of distinction to any mediums that exists today, I think that's a perfect representation of our movement to healing.

One day it will be easier. The weight on your shoulder will be lift off, just like what you silently prayed for. 

"Be soft to accept defeat, yet be brave to find your way to rise, over and over again." 

Yours Truly,

Joyxoxo💋